Breakfast and Sex

I woke up from bed horny, hungry, and desperate for something to do. My mind was racing beyond its tracks. Directionless. I felt cramps stabbing my abdomen. I flung the sheets off me and raced into the restroom to take a piss. That done, I was still horny and hungry.

The hotel had a 24/7 schedule. I called the lobby and arranged for breakfast. They told me my service was on its way.

I laid in bed naked, anticipating breakfast while contemplating my sense of arousal. My hands were at twelve o’ clock: my left one pinched my nipples while my right stayed squeezed between my thighs.

I needed a cigarette. Bad. But I needed a man’s head resting on my crotch in the worse way.

This is supposed to be my spring vacation. The first time I’ve been away from my office in years. I shouldn’t be this alone, except I am. My boyfriend said I’ve got abandonment issues and decided to split. My shrink said that I was holding onto the past too much.

Time to let go and embrace the future. Go out and mingle: make friends; fall in love; have terrific sex, just stop being suicidal.

Where to go? No idea. All I wanted was someplace warm, sunny, and laden with gorgeous hunks to envy.

Ibiza.

I packed a bag, and now here I am on my third day, horny like I’ve never been with no fucking boyfriend. Even forgot my dildo back home.

A knock on the door—room service, a man announced.

I approached the door, held my breath for a moment and then exhaled before opening it.

The young man’s eyes popped when he saw I was naked. I gave him a look that said I cared less to be decent.

“Ma’am . . . I brought your breakfast,” he murmured.

“Oh, good. Thank you.”

I stepped aside for him to push the food trolley into my room. The young man stopped the trolley beside my bed, then turned to me.

“Will that be all, ma’am?”

Anxiety and lust in his eyes. I reached for his hand.

“Are you good with your tongue?”

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memories of . . .

I wasn’t going to write you anymore love songs,

but I know I do still;

I wasn’t going to sing to you no more

But nibble on my earlobe

then tickle my ribs

and you know I will melt for you.

I’m tired, weary and strained

from losing you day after day

this heart needs a home

I wish it was you,

yes, it should have been you.

You say I don’t talk too much

you mentioned that I’d rather play with words

than sing you a lullaby,

but words is all I have

this space, this moment in time,

memories of you and what we once had

is all I have tonight.

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The Journey

The journey lies ahead

And I’m yet to take my first thousand steps

Beyond this front porch, past the picket fence

Outbound into the great beyond,

I wish I could take you along with me

I wish I could bring my dog, Smothers, along

Maybe even my cat, Jinks,

But some journeys demand you travel alone

Why alone?

I don’t know. Honestly,

Whoever made these rules

These pathways and obligations we must follow

Why can’t we remain true?

Why can’t I simply choose to be with you?

Always I thought you were all I sought

But then we broke off and then you were gone,

You said you had your own journey to follow through upon

And didn’t require me around

Clogging up your spot, snatching your sun

Shine a light into my heart and you’ll find

An empty, hollow ring

Where there ought to have been ventricles and arteries,

How could you leave me like this

Knowing your love was all I need

To get through each day, leaving me abandon in this place instead

I fear what the world will become without you

Even as I stand here gazing down the road, taking in the view,

I’m afraid, yet without a clue

As to whatever phantom fright harbours my mind

But I know that time comes with the tide

And I must get to walking

Least the day of the hour grows dark.

Baby, baby, shine little baby

Shine like the sun

Be the moon over a waterfall

You’ll be a big girl soon

A pearl glittering like a diamond

Love and kisses, sleep and dream of angels

Smile, baby, baby. Smile for mummy.