November Ends

I’ve got plenty of shit on my mind

But I don’t know who to trust

It’s the end of the month today, except

Unlike REM, I don’t feel fucking fine

I’m hoping on the world ending tonight

Someone ought to light a match to the fuse

Maybe that will force me to quit thinking too much too soon

I worry too much, thinking about my accomplishments—whatever they might have been—since the start of the year,

Don’t you find yourself doing that often, especially when the year draws to an end?

You wonder if you did much or less compared to the previous year . . .

God knows, everybody—myself included—would love to scratch 2020 off my Bingo card,

I wonder also, come late November, 2022,

Would I still remember this still I’m writing today

Or would this site have shut down my then, and who knows, I would have moved on to working on something else.

The future scares me—I’ve got chills thinking about it . . .

Yet here I am, walking into it. Anybody out there gonna stop me?

Where Did You Go?

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Where did you go, my love?
I awoke and reached across to you
but your side of the bed was empty
you left without a kiss, or promise
of when you will return
and I was so horny in need of your cock
leaving me no choice but to ask:
where the fuck did you go?

There was nothing left of you aside from your perfume. You didn’t even bother to drop me a note, letting me know that you had a wonderful time last night. What kind of selfish attitude is that?

Yes, we fucked.

Sure, it was a one-night stand—these sort of things aren’t meant to last—the least thing you could have done was grade me on how much you enjoyed my company before you split.

I’m horny right now, and sure could have used some good fucking dick! You’re so fucking selfish, I wish you were here so I’d hurl my fucking pillow and a tea cup at you. Fucker!

Where’s my fucking wand vibrator, anyway? A good thing I’ve got one of those to keep busy whenever there isn’t a dick available to fuck. Just let me plug the shit in . . . yeah, there we go . . . works like a charm, and it never disappoints. You didn’t disappoint last night, but I’m grading you a capital ‘F’ for the dumb-fuckery you pulled today. If there’s ever a genuine reason for bitches like me to hate asshole men like yourself, this would be it.

I sure won’t mind stopping any random fellow out in the street right now to finish where you left off. If it weren’t for fucking COVID, I’d march back to the bar where we met last night and hope to find someone genuine and capable enough to stretch me out. I’d have him bury his dick and balls inside me, and make sure he bust his nut deep. I had you wear a condom last night, but I’d let him fuck me bareback.

Hell, if Superman flew to my window right now, I’d fuck the ‘S’ out of his chest. See if I won’t!

Uuhhh . . . Uuhhh . . . OOhhhh yeah, the vibrator feels so fucking good on my pussy! You see what you’ve got me doing now? I’m usually not into touching myself, but you know what they say about desperate times.

I bet you wish you were here fucking this pussy, instead of rushing out to wherever. I’ll bet you want to go see some other honey of yours, right? There’s no fucking way you’re gonna me that you left for work—it’s a fucking Saturday!

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When We Kissed . . .

This is going to sound clichéd, but I knew he was the one the instant we kissed. Don’t ask me how, and please don’t bother about the why. When it comes to Love, there is not why or how; there’s just this.

Never would I have thought that I would be having such a wonderful feeling as this. I’ve had my share of broken hearts, and I’ve cried and gotten stronger from each relationship that ended. Maybe I was seeking something way bigger than my expectations with each lover I had.

Who knows, and who fucking cares.

With Stanley, there’s something self-assured about him that I know he desires me as I do if him, too. Whenever I’m in his presence, I feel myself turning into those enchanted thoughts of my dreams of being a cute princess in search of her one, true love. Who would have thought that years after becoming a woman that such cravings have stayed with me since.

I usually get off work at around 5:00 pm.

Talkin’

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She kept on talking and I sat there nodding like a lizard, pretending to listen. Talking stuff I barely cared to know what about.

But really, my eyes stayed focused on the opening in her blouse.

I couldn’t help trying to imagine what her breasts looked like. I couldn’t help imagining what she looked like without any clothes on.

At some point, her lips puckered at me. I thought she was asking for a kiss. Turns out she was digging a morsel stuck between her teeth.

She was a beauty, and she smelled good, too. Her perfume was arousing. Like a fetish charm, it worked its magic on me. 

It was a good thing that she couldn’t see under the table I had an erection straining inside my jeans, wanting to be set free!

How the fuck was I gonna do that here, in this crowded restaurant?

My eyes stayed glued to her blouse, imagining her tits beckoning to me. They talked dirty to me, asking if I’d like to see more.

“Yeah, show me more,” I muttered.

“What?” She gave me an odd look. “What did you just say to me?”

“Emm . . . Nothing. I meant to say . . . ahh, I’d love to kiss your chest!”

Shocked! She swung her palm at my face-SLAP!-grabbed her handbag and marched out of the restaurant. 

Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me. 

“Women,” I shrugged.

The crowd went back to being as they were. I stuck my fork into my chicken and ate my meal.