Today I wrote a song to myself
Nobody else was invited
These walls shield my thoughts
These thought I can only keep for so long
Today I did away with you from my mind
I can only drink your wine too much
Before my pain, my hurt, these feelings
Become revellers at my wake
Today the sun did not come out to play
It was the first day all over again
I walk the wilderness alone
All I have for company is my shadow
This is a song to myself
Dark and bleak, so it seems
I hear Rama crying for her lost son
How was it to know it was me all along.